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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
9:41 am
Aww.....it's being a worst day for me since the reopening of the school. I have been piled up with tons and tons of homework for these last 3 weeks. Still, I can't seem to finish them forever. Really hope that the months to come will be a good day for me. I can't update the LJ as often as I want, though. I'll try to make up during holidays or maybe at the end of the year. ^^; There are so many things that I want to share but I can't open myself up wholely here. I'll try. My A level exam's coming. I don't know whether I can make it or not. My obession with the animes still won't fade away. And it's getting stronger and stronger. I really like to find out more about them but time does not allow me to do so.
I got to grip a hold on myself in order to achieve success. I still doubt why am I struggle to study the things that does not interest me? Am I wasting my precious time and my energy? What's the use to study without actually understanding the real meaning of the facts that are written in the books? What's the benefit of memorising everything even I'm not stick to this way of studying and learning? I'm a person who studys in order to use them in my daily life but is forbid to do so. Really! I am very confused of my future path.

Finish bickering.

current mood: stressed

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Monday, December 27th, 2004
11:04 am
Just a dash update. So long no entry *look at ethreal_callie 's * What to do? Too busy to play games. That stupid and irratating gunbound introduced by my friend. It makes me so.....u know? As usual. A lot of homework left untouch. Aww...This is not a good sign for the school holiday's gonna end soon (a week more). I'm doom.

current mood: contemplative

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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
4:19 pm
heh...heh....just trying to test something new on my journal. Experimenting time! Cursors' Lab rather that Dexter's Lab ( if u watch the cartoon ^^) I'm lucky that I don't have a elder sister to bug and destroy my laboratory. (pray to God). I'm trying to insert a picture link in here. Wonder if it'll succeed or not...

Here comes the experimenting ingredients:


*Grins evilly*


current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
10:09 pm
Well, well. Another week has passed. And I'm still haven't start to revise my studies and preparations for my O levels(which is next year). I think I'm a goner. Can't stay focus but must try harder. If only Yuki from furuba will help me! Anyway, this year's holiday term is a torture to me. First I went to Thailand. Then, I proceeded to Langkawi Island. And the school project thing haven't finished yet. Still, a lot of homework left untouch. I don't think I'm gonna survive this month till the school reopens at 3rd January, 2005. Weeps.

Well, during my trip to Langkawi Island, I missed so much anime. I think I'm gonna go insane without them much longer. And I still haven't practice my violin lesson and my guitar's. Got to be embarassed in front of the teacher I think. That's not really a good sign. Anyone, help me!!!

Ra, oh RA!
I need your strength
your knowledge,
your wisdom of the world
whether it is ancient or
of the present,
I gladly receive both
if you let me behold your power
even if it is just a fraction of an hour's time
I might be as well savour every second of it
than to be as helpless as now.

Hehe...being poetic isn't going to help, though. I'll SURVIVE no matter what!

Ja ne.

current mood: depressed

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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
1:30 pm
Long time no see. Hehe. I know my journal's dumb and uninteresting. But I'm not gonna lose hope. Well, I just came back from Thailand. I felt sleepy and tired after this trip. My foot hurts because I had walked and walked for so many hours in the shopping centre. ( 4 days) Can you imagine? Anyway, I'm going for another holiday few days later. So tiring . But I think I won't have any chances like this next year. A major exam coming next year. Anyone interested in Fruits basket or Love monster by Riko Miyagi? I really can't find more information about the manga (love monster) through the net. What a pity. Anyway, got to go.

Ja ne.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
8:18 pm
Hello, long time no update. Just passing by, so decided to drops some few words. I got tons of homework to do but too lazy to work on. I have to miss my favourite anime this weekend, gundam seed because I'm going for a holiday. How unfortunate! My mood recently is not too good. Even my friends notice some changes. Hai...all my fault. Ne, got to go now.

Ja ne.

current mood: depressed

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Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
4:32 pm
Just came back from tuition. What a day! My violin lesson is going quite ok. It is just the way to grip the bow that troubles me. My hand just doesn't want to obey the teacher. I felt terrible sorry for the teacher to have a student like me. Sigh. Nevermind. I was thinking of giving up the lesson and take piano instead. Just that I'm so fickle minded.
Anyway, any fruits basket fan club here? I love the characters so much especially yuki and kyou. I like kyou much better (sorry yuki ^^!). Got to go. Mum's calling.


current mood: blah

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Monday, November 15th, 2004
11:35 am - A hard day's work
Hi, just came back from hell ^^! Well, just before updating this journal, I practiced the guitar. It's rather difficult as it suits the title of the song, Complicated, by Avril Lavigne. I'm bound to doom when the teacher asks me to play, so much practice a lot (sigh).
Today's the fifth day of the school's two months break. I can't update the first day due to some technical problem. This damn computer of mine kept on jamming. Still a lot homework have to be done and I haven't even touch it. School teachers practically LOVE to torture students like us. Fancy giving us holiday homework. I have several projects that need to do some research. What a day! I have to clean up all my siblings school stuffs. Why? I'm the eldest.
Anyway, I had some comics. Love monsters by riko miyagi. Anyone heard of it? Got to continue with the cleaning work.

Sayonara. ^~^

current mood: busy

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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
9:13 am
Hi everyone, it is so nice to pen down something here. Well, I just tried to run away from a huge pile of homework. I HATE IT ! But as always, animes have always been a comfort to me. What will my life be without them? Anyway, I would like to write a short fic about an anime (which I just can't decide). Any ideas are welcome. Thanks.


current mood: listless

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Saturday, November 6th, 2004
2:47 pm - HI!!!!!
Hi everybody!
It's so nice and cool to know that this stuff exists! Thanks to my best friend, who claimed herself to be Lady Tezuka. LOL . No offend. Anyway, please show some guidances to me as a beginner.



current mood: cheerful

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